Month: March 2016

Hey there now
Where’d you go
You left me here so unexpected
You changed my life
I hope you know
cause now I’m lost
So unprotected

In a blink of an eye
I never got to say goodbye

Like a shooting star
Flyin’ across the room
So fast so far
You were gone too soon
You’re part of me
And I’ll never be
The same here without you
You were gone too soon

You were always there
and like shining light
on my darkest days
you were there to guide me

Oh I miss you now
I wish you could see
Just how much your memory
Will always mean to me

Shoutout to the most lovable & inspiring man in my life after my dad, Grandpa!

What are you doing now?

Are you happy up there?

really hope that you’re just doing fine.. <3

still wonder how Allah could take us back to him in unpredictable time & moments.

well, i’ve just lost my grandpa last week. the one that i love & adore so much after my parents, the one that i think of everyday after my parents. the one that i visits almost every weekend. still cant believe that he was gone and left me here with so much sadness.

i got the news from my mom that my grandpa passed away while i’m on my way back home from Bandung with my friends. so i have to go back to Bandung to see my grandpa for the last time. tears kept falling till i arrived at his house.. and saw that he lying down in front of me & everyone with eyes closed very tightly.

2 days before he left, we still talking to each other he asked me to help him doing his work but unfortunately i’m not doing it yet till finally he left me for forever. for f o r e v e r.. 💔  i think that was one of my biggest regret that ever happened in my lifetime..

if i could predict what’s gonna happen in the upcoming days..
if i could turn back the times.. i would do all the things that he said to me.

now, everytime i entering his room then i saw any kind of stuffs that belongs to him i just can’t hold back my tears. the tears starts splashing out into my face.. and it makes me getting flashback to how I spent my time together with him such as talking about movies, talking about how my life’s going each day, etc. he really made a footprints in my heart & mind. ’cause he could be a father figure while i’m away from my dad. that’s why, losing him is the worst heartache for me.

it feels like everything’s empty without you around. may you rest in peace side by side with the almighty. my prayers are goes to you, always. even now it’s too late for me to hold you ’cause you’ve flown away, so far away..  but i still love you aki, and i will always do. be happy up there ya… until we meet again, dearest grandpa! :’)

much loves,

your grand-daughter